My Childhood Dreams

   I don't remember how old I was, though I can only guess that I was, maybe 7 years old and up, when I was fond of a picture my father and mother had posted on a wall. I'd always look up to it which is of three cute children model wearing Army, Air force and Navy commissioned uniforms.
   The center model with Air force uniform had taken my eyes so much that I had dreamt and desires to become commisioned officer in airforce, as fighter pilot.

   That dream had lingered in me until I realize my age and education does not match up to qualify for it. I could be around 14 years old and up, I don't remember my age at that time either, but I remember that I had dreamed and wanted to become the greatest scientist in the line of inventions. I say this, because I believed even when I was younger, on whatever I dream myself to be, I dreamt the greatest things I can ever imagine, as I'm doing presently too. Yes, I dreamt to achieve the highest ground which no one can achieve.
   And, I strongly believe, 'we gradually becomes what we dream as we pursues it.' And, 'only by having great dreams and pursuing it we can achieve great things and become great men.'
   I was weak in mathematics and need a tip to toe explanation or specially talented teacher for me to understand it. And since I could not continue my education which later I tried to, taking science and maths as subjects again for they are my favorite but most difficult to me especially the maths parts, the possibility to become a scientist seems to end there, after a couple of years from the day I had that dream.

   I did not know, but God of gods, the Nature had a different plan for me which I did not yet fully comprehend.
   I remembered that I also had desired to be a song composer. When I heard very nice songs that touches me I'd pray to God to give me also very nice songs only for His glory. So, soon after I drop out, as I had desired, I gradually compose songs in my father tongue or language at an early age, I think as early as 16 I became a song composer and I was content with it. To me song composer means a person who writes and make the tunes also, and Composed Singer means a person who writes the lyrics, make the tunes and sing the songs. But I've lost many songs as I do not store them well.
   I'm more like a traditional song composer, or the past songwriter as I do not know solfas and beats, though my songs can be made with music instruments. Most of which are made out of strong emotions. Only some of them are in English which I do not like to publish it yet.
   These days, no new songs comes to me yet, though it may come sooner or later, as I have no and is not really seeking for a relationship but keeping busy in the work I love and am dreaming, and as I do not feel any loneliness also. It's in the hands of God of gods. My philosophy had made me boreproof though I'm physically and mentally strong as I'm healthy by the grace of God, thanks to Him.

   Then, after more than 6 or 7 years passed which I am not sure, with all my heart, soul and mind I was seeking a career, or occupation from which I could also make a living as I know my education will not land or take me to where I want to be and give me the profession I had dreamed. It was the time I read Paulo Coelho's book 'The Alchemist,' which had help me greatly by greatly encouraging me in my search.
   Then, If I'm not wrong, I desired to write such kind of good and encouraging books, even more than that, and I do pray to God again to give me great things to write only for His glory. And I begin to write my first book, "Lallula, Fairies and Super Beings: A Mysterious Land," in my own language, Lusei. Since, I was asking to God for songs and also things to write, I feel that praying before composing songs or writing will make them good not only that but also I feel that I'm oblige to pray before composing or writing, so in most of my works I ask God for His assistance and telling Him that it be only for His glory.

   While writing my first book, covering only few pages, I realize I was not well versed of my own language and then I begin to write it in English. I'm not well versed in English either. Sometimes, there are things I cannot write in Lusei, when I can write in English and also I cannot write in English, when I can write in Lusei, but I continue and still stick to write, the things which I consider I should, in English as I consider my responsibility is universal, but very few, which I cannot write in English are in Lusei. Maybe, and I thought of translating them in my father tongue later and also my mom's.
   So, whatever it is I became a writer and I'm content with it again. The work or occupation I was seeking and had found had become my passion, in other words, my love, and my passion or love to it is greatly increased and firmly and deeply sowed and rooted by philosophy and or in other words, wisdom.
   The more contentedness comes to me as I believe that God of gods had made me the last philosopher the world will ever see, and I am thankful to Him.
   But though I'm content with whatever I am, I desire and looked forward to a higher ground from which I'm currently running away, and I've become a run away son.

   After I was writing some of the above and kept it for final touch when I will commit to it, I realize my father and mother had conveyed or imprinted goals in me, for me to pursue and achieve, without force or directly telling me. But I don't know whether they are conscious of what they had done to me or what happened to me by their doing.

   Yes, when I was a kid my mother will used to tell me stories from the Bible like Solomon, David, Samson etc. But she may not realize that she had conveyed or imprinted in me a goal, a desire to be wise like solomon. She had told me how Solomon got such wisdom. And I had followed his path to receive wisdom from God of gods. I don't know when but I realize this, to achieve complete wisdom has been one of the goal set for me, not only for me but for all of us by God of gods and I'm content with it. So, all wisdom I possess is the gifts of God.

   Realizing how my parents had conveyed or imprint goals in me, now I see parents must take the responsibility to do the same, conveying or imprinting goals in the mind of their children not by force but by action and indirect speech, which they can realize later and make it as their goals. Of course, parents should do that, for 'parents are the first and most important teachers their children can see.'
   This way parents may not have children who do not have goal which they (parents) want them (their children) to have, or who are trying to become someone else what they (parents) don't want them to be. Yes, if they do that way that they may be free from such trouble or even if they do not understand them, at least their children may have great dreams, great goals.

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The Mind of the Living Brain

   Excerpt from the chapter 'The Mind of the Living Brain: The Six Essential Groups of the Mind, and How They Works?' of my up coming book.

   The word ‘brain’ is the physical name and is one of the most important part, or organ of a body in the head but the word ‘mind’ refers to, represents and is all the thoughts of the brain.
   The mind is like a house but more than that, and thoughts are like the particular things, like the furniture and stuffs inside a house. Thus the questions, ‘what’s in your mind?’ ‘what’s your thought?’and ‘what are you thinking?’
   But the brain is like the earth. As the earth is the physical place and name where infrastructures are build upon but by men, the brain is the physical organ and name where the mind is build but by the brain itself. If there is no brain mind cannot exist, as without the existence of earth infrastructures, including houses, cannot exist or be build.
   Many wonders what dream is? And, its purpose? To understand this we have to understand how the living brain works. We call it living brain for, as a part of a living body, the brain in a living human body is also a living thing. As every part of a normal living things keeps on working the brain do also work. And the work of the brain is thinking and commanding the body through thoughts.

    The brain is like an engine that runs a vehicles. But if you start the engine and do not press the acceleration the vehicle will not run, though the vehicle is alive, in other words, ready to run. But if you put it off, the vehicle is dead and is not ready to move on even if we change the gear and press on the acceleration. The brain do also function likewise.

   As you put an engine on, the brain never stop thinking. Even when you don’t know that you are thinking the brain keep on thinking, for thinking is the work of the brain as the work of the heart is to pump out the blood to the body. And the word ‘mind’ is the name that represent all the thoughts, as brain is the name of all the parts of the brain and as body is the name that represent all the parts of the body.

   If the heart does not pump the blood you will die in a few seconds or minutes. Likewise if the brain do not think, that means you are already dead.
   For, the brain keep on thinking even after few seconds a person die (I have hear or read about that), but because the supply of blood in it keeps alive for few minutes after a person die technically. So, now we know that the brain stop thinking, in other words, the brain dies after few seconds the heart stop working and when the supplies of blood is being stopped.

   Not only does the brain and heart keeps on working nonstop but every cell and every parts of a living thing keeps on working nonstop. If the cells on one part of a living body stop working, for example the hand, then that part is dead. It will not be able to do anything nor feel anything at all.
   It is somehow similar to the way leaves and flowers fades and fall, in other words, dies. They falls, or dies because the cells in it has stop working, and as it has stop working, it gradually fades and fall at last. That is how a hand or leg or any other part of a living body would be, though it may not fall, it will die if the cells in it had stop working.
   It will be most unfortunate if the heart is the part which stop working in a living body, for it keeps a man alive, for it supply a living foods or blood in every part of the body. It is not like the engine in a vehicle but the machine which pumps the fuel to the engine to make the vehicle alive or runable, for, the heart is the blood pumper, like a a part of a vehicle which takes and supplies the fuel to the engine to make the vehicle alive – startable and runs. But the brain is the engine, steering, gears and pedals with the driver which controls the vehicles.

   It will also be very unfortunate if most of the brain is the part which stop working, for any of the body part will not move at all as the brain, the controller of the body, is dead. It will be like a running machine which pumps its fuel without the engine being on. Such man will not be able to speak nor say even if he is hungry, he will not even feel or know that he is hungry for, the brain is the root of senses, in other words, if most of it does not work, we will not know the smell of something even if we smell it, likewise will it be to all the sense.
   Therefore, the man will be a living dead as the heart and other body parts keep on working, for life is active, in other words, life is a living heart and mind on this earth.
   Even if you give food to such person he will not open his mouth, even if you put it in his mouth he will not chew. He will not open his eyes not even move an inches, though his heart pumps blood to its body part. This will happen to a person who has lost all the conscice, and consic groups of the brain, or if they are not working or dead, though the memric and idic groups are alive, or working.
   But if he is awake, or opening his eyes it means some part of the consic group of the brain are still working - alive.
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   We should know that the brain itself is the root of sense or main sensor as a whole, so it itself is also the main sense organ.
   And, there are five essential basic group of the function of the brain, and they are essential for a normal soul.
   They are, according to philosophy and the name I have given, Sensic, Seesaw, Memric, Idic, Motov and Conscice.
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   The following and its explanation will be found in my up coming book, "The Fundamentals: Spinovity, the Mind and Other Multiple Philosophies."

   And, according to my finding till date, there are eleven senses. This will also be found there, with explanation of instinct, intuition and deja vu.

   'Unedited.'

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