Giving a Place for a Fellow Writer: Hamilton Wade

   From a friend Wendy Ewurum:

Awakening Olivia North is a love story... tender, romantic, and sensual. It also says a lot about life and how we should all strive to get back to the true essence of who we are.

Outwardly, Olivia North looked the happily married woman. Her children continually made her proud, and her husband had indeed provided the kind of lifestyle and financial security most women could only dream of. Few of her friends could understand what needs she may have beyond the beautiful house, the cars and the apartment on the Sunshine Coast. Yet there was something quietly missing… a sense of partnership and intimacy, and had been for a great many years.

Emptiness engulfed Olivia after her youngest daughter Lucy moved out of the house to university. With no regrets or thoughts of resentment, Olivia walked away from her marriage, reaching out for emotional support from her brother, his wife, and her daughters. Olivia took stock of her financial situation, embracing an uncertain future with faith everything would fall into place.

Descending the companionway steps to get her mobile phone, she saw the cook busy preparing dinner. The mince was in a large pan on the galley stove, and he had finely sliced onion and garlic on the cutting board. She hugged and kissed him as she passed to and from the aft cabin, saying she would make a quick call to her girls while he made the boat smell so yummy.

Sitting comfortable on the swim step, she was pleasantly surprised that both Sally and Lucy answered their telephones. The must have recognized the call as being from Thailand, and as she hadn’t been calling anywhere near as often as expected, they didn’t want to miss an opportunity to see how things were in Phuket.  Sally had looked thought all the pictures, and especially close at the ones her mother had taken of Andrew.

“Mum, I think I can see what Lucy has been saying. Looking at his eyes, I can understand it when you say Andrew is a gentle and caring man. It shows mum.”

Olivia loved this softening of Sally towards Andrew Walker. Sally had been protective, wary, and not at all caught up in the romantic notion of a holiday in another country with a man she herself had never met. Things were changing.  Lucy, on the other hand, never questioned her mother’s decision. She sensed something about Andrew from the moment they met, and she wholeheartedly approved. She was the romantic of the family. She too had loved the pics and had been back to look at them many times.

“Mum, that Meridien resort in Khao Lak was a romantic paradise. I adored it and you must have had such a nice time there. Have you fallen in love mum?”

That question interrupted Olivia’s thoughts completely. How could she answer Lucy when she wasn’t sure she had the answer herself?  She hesitated a little before saying a word.

“Mum, I’m waiting!”

“Don’t do this to your poor mother. I’m sitting on the back of the boat a few hundred meters off the beach. Andrew is down below cooking lasagna, and the sky is becoming the most beautiful shade of pink. To be honest sweetheart, all I can say is that I am having the most wonderful holiday and I don’t even want to think about this dream coming to an end.”

“Oh My God Mum. I’m crying tears of joy for you. I love you and I love that you guys are having such a romantic time.”

Olivia too had tears in her eyes and saying goodbye to Lucy, reached for the towel she had folded to sit on. Cradling her face in the towel, drying her tears, she sat there looking out over the water as she thought more about Lucy’s question. Yes, she and Andrew definitely shared something very deep. Still, neither of them had mentioned the word love. In a multitude of ways, the word itself seemed superfluous. Emotions were not words, and it was difficult to use words to describe or explain emotions.

I'm an Australian,  the product of a conventional upbringing, and marriages to a couple of very different, yet extraordinary women. My life has comprised the normal range of failures and successes, and continues to be a wonderful and enlightening journey.I've lived and worked in numerous places around the world, including Australia, Thailand, Malaysia, the United States, and India. I continue to divide my time between Thailand and Australia.

Connect with Hamilton Wade through Social Media:

Book site: http://www.awakeningolivianorth.com/

Author site: http://www.hamiltonwade.com/

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/hamilton.wade.5

Amazon: Hamilton Wade

Buy Links

Amazon-  Awakening Olivia North

a Rafflecopter giveaway

End of Century Based on General George Washington and E. G. White Visions and Scripture

   Let me share about my own interpretation of General George Washington vision which is related to the future of USA.

   General George Washington Vision: "Presently I heard a voice saying, 'Son of the Republic, look and learn,' while at the same time my visitor extended her arm eastwardly. I now beheld a heavy white vapor at some distance rising fold upon fold. This gradually dissipated, and I looked upon a strange scene. Before me lay spread out in one vast plain all the countries of the world -- Europe, Asia, Africa, and America.

   Interpretation: A heavy white vapor at some distance rising fold upon fold in the east is the band/union written in Zechariah 11: 14.
   It is me and I believe I am. I have sinned too much and now I repented and want to  do what I have not done and make any of my mistakes right, like some of my blog posts (including this one) which were just my thoughts/opinion but did not realize it were.
   There should be one coming, from the east, as written in the Scripture and the vision of General George Washington.
  Ellen G. White has also vision it as the midnight cry in her first Vision.

   General George Washington Vision: "I saw rolling and tossing between Europe and America the billows of the Atlantic, and between Asia and America lay the Pacific. 'Son of the Republic,' said the same mysterious voice as before, 'look and learn.'

   "At that moment I beheld a dark, shadowy being, like an angel floating in mid-air, between Europe and America, dipping water out of the ocean in the hollow of each hand. He sprinkled some upon America with his right hand, while with his left hand he cast some on Europe.
   Immediately a dark cloud raised from these countries and joined in mid-ocean. For a while it remained stationary, and then moved slowly westward, until it enveloped America in its murky folds. Sharp flashes of lightning passed through it at intervals, and I heard the smothered groans and cries of the American people.

   Interpretation: This is the Al Qaeda attack on twin towers.

   General George Washington Vision: "A second time the angel dipped water from the ocean, and sprinkled it out as before. The dark cloud was then drawn back to the ocean, in whose heaving billows it sank from view.

   Interpretation: USA defeated Al Qaeda and sank Osama Bin Laden in the sea/ocean.

   General George Washington Vision: "At this the dark, shadowy angel turned his face southward, and from Africa I saw an ill-omened spectre approach our land. It flitted slowly over every town and city. The inhabitants presently set themselves in battle array against each other.
   As I continued looking, I saw a bright angel, on whose brow rested a crown of light, on which was traced the word "Union," bearing the American flag, which he placed between the divided nation, and said, 'Remember ye are brethren.' Instantly the inhabitants, casting from them their weapons, became friends once more and united around the National Standard.

   Interpretation: I believe this time is the time the ill-omened spectre made the inhabitants of America set themselves in battle array against each other.
   If it is so, then, it is the measurement from which the Americans (and the rest of the world) can be sure of the end of the century.
    And, that also exactly means it is the time to love one another or else there will be no more peace and harmony.

   Yes, it is absolutely the time to end hatred, bloodshed, war and politics and live together in love - sharing needs and those that can be so that there is an end of class and poverty.
    After all, we are all brothers and sisters!

   We see in the vision that it is not the spectre or the Devil that tell them to set themselves in battle array against each other, though it may try to deceive them to hate one's own fellow human. It is in their choice whether to be thoughtless and heartless or be wise and love one another.
   So, Americans, should beware of their minds and choice, so that the Devil cannot deceive them and sow hatred and bloodshed in their mind. That way they all can get free of troubles from making it.

   General George Washington Vision: "And again I heard the mysterious voice saying, 'Son of the Republic, look and learn.' At this the dark, shadowy angel placed a trumpet to his mouth and blew three distinct blasts; and taking water from the ocean, he sprinkled it upon Europe, Asia, and Africa. Then my eyes beheld a fearful scene: from each of these countries arose thick, black clouds that were joined into one.
   And throughout this mass there gleamed a dark red light by which I saw hordes of armed men, who, moving with the cloud, marched by land and sailed by sea to America, which country was enveloped in the volume of the cloud. And I dimly saw these vast armies devastate the whole country and burn the villages, towns, and cities that I beheld were springing up.
   As my ears listened to the thundering of the cannon, clashing of swords, and the shouts and cries of millions in mortal combat, I heard again the mysterious voice saying, 'Son of the Republic, look and learn.' When the voice had ceased, the dark, shadowy angel placed his trumpet once more to his mouth and blew a long and fearful blast.

   "Instantly a light as of a thousand suns shone down from above me, and pierced and broke into fragments the dark cloud which enveloped America. At the same moment the angel, upon whose head still shone the word "Union," and who bore our national flag in one hand and a sword in the other, descended from the heavens, attended by legions of white spirits. These immediately joined the inhabitants of America, who I perceived were well-nigh overcome, but who immediately taking courage again, closed up their broken ranks and renewed the battle.
   Again, amid the fearful noise of the conflict, I heard the mysterious voice saying, 'Son of the Republic, look and learn.' As the voice ceased, the shadowy angel for the last time dipped water from the ocean and sprinkled it upon America. Instantly the dark cloud rolled back, together with the armies it had brought, leaving the inhabitants of the land victorious.

   Interpretation: After the time of the Union, Europe, Asia and Africa will fight America until they are almost completely defeated but the Union will come from Heaven with legions of Angels and saved them.

   General George Washington Vision: "The scene instantly began to fade and dissolve, and I at last saw nothing but the rising, curling vapor I at first beheld. This also disappearing, I found myself once more gazing upon the mysterious visitor, who, in the same voice I had heard before, said, 'Son of the Republic, what you have seen is thus interpreted: Three great perils will come upon the Republic.
   The most fearful is the third, passing which the whole world united shall not prevail against her. Let every child of the Republic learn to live for his God, his land, and the Union.' With these words the vision vanished, and I started from my seat, and felt that I had seen a vision wherein had been shown me the birth, progress, and destiny of the United States."

   Truly, we are standing in such a time that we need or our only option is to love one another as Jesus Christ the only Begotten Son of God tells us, so that we all can be free from making troubles and end time destruction by our own hands. That will keep everything in the hands of God while increasing our treasure/reward in His eternal kingdom.

*******

To discover more, See Table of Contents of this Blog book.

Lyrics: I Am Just a Beggar of Your Love

   I am the moon and you are the sun.
   I cannot shine without your light of love.
   Nobody can see me without your love in me.
   I am just a lump of dust in a dark place.
   I am blind without your light and I'll stumble.

       Please, shut not to me your light of love, my beloved Father.
       Let me not shiver to dead in the cold darkness.
       The evil king rules with so a cruelty in this dark place.
       I need you like a heart beat, my Lord.
       Love me always with your light, my God.

   I am just a beggar of your love.
   I will die the day you give me no love.
   None has the love I need but you.
   Honestly, your love is all my blood and life.
   My life begs for your love every count of time.

     Daily, feed me with your bread of love.
     Care for me like a baby for I am your baby, O Lord, my Father my God.
     Awake me in the light of your love when I fall asleep.
     You are all I hope and got, and I am all nothing without you.



   NB: I love to write not only writings but lyrics and would be glad to work with others. Anyone who want to work with me, feel free to inbox me for work.
   Let us benefit the world in the way we can and work to prosper it but according to God our Father in Heaven. He will help us if we are according to Him, for He love the world and we can see it in Jesus Christ.
   In fact, He wanted it, and we only have to go His way.

*******

To discover more, See Table of Contents of this Blog book.

How to Solve Injustice Against Women and Men?

   'Women freedom is the reason for crimes against women.' I found this search keywords in my traffic sources. I don't know whether or not it was a message sent to me by cowards, or someone just wanted to get knowledge regarding to it.
   But the moment I saw it and think of someone having such a criminal action protection perspective, I felt a heat in my heart that made me want to spin such man or woman or both's head, lol
   I also recalled that somewhere, I have also read that 'women are to be blame for rape cases.'

   'I asked the questions: if women are to be blame for rape cases, is it that a victim of murder be blamed for it? Or, is it that a victim of theft be blamed for it?
   Nonsense, evil-sense, criminal sense, Devil children sense!'

   But then, I calmed myself down and began to engage in thoughts related to such kinds instead and realized that such attitudes comes from violent, cruel or evil men who are lawless and practice injustice against others.
   It is better that such kind of people be kept in prison than letting them roam free and spread their injustice opinions, for that is the root of injustice.
   Yes, by having such kind of law can we solve injustice against women and all other kinds from the root: any one, media or organization who speak of injustice against women as well as men should be charged as criminals who encourage gender inequality, in other words injustice.
   If there is no such law, injustice and violence against women and others would always exist. Therefore, such kind of law should be made and it should be spread wide enough that everyone on earth knows it, so that there be not a single injustice and crimes anywhere on earth.

   If any man could not come to agree that women needs freedom as much as men do, and that women are not to be blame for rape cases, they are committing crime against gender equality. Therefore, they should be punished so that they can come to equality senses.

   We, the world need such kinds of laws since men has been deceived and oppressed their common sense by Satan. That is the reason why many have injustice opinions against women as well as men who have different appearances, personalities and statuses.

   What is written here is true and it will be effective when all those who have a mind of equality and freedom comes together for their rights and protect it. And I know, everyone in the world would come to agree or bow down before such justice, for it is true.
   Therefore, my fellow men and women who have a sound mind of justice, stay strong and wise and let us come together for good causes and change the world.
   That's the solution for injustice or crime against women as well as men. Yes, law and unity.

   Never doubt at all, for there will be One world of love, Justice, Freedom, Rights, Peace, Prosperity, Enjoyment and True Knowledge in Our time. For that are my first stage missions and my Father will help me do it.
   But since it is for the last time, let us make it large and great!
   Then, there will be no more political parties but the people themselves will be the government who governs as they wish. There is a way, and I know the Lord Our Father knows it.

   Quotes of the Day:

   * What is the problem with coming together for good causes?
      Except the Satanics, no man will find a problem,
      Because our joining hands together for good causes will push the evil people into a hole.
      And that's a problem to Satanics.
      Therefore, if you are not a Satanic, don't oppose one world, one love but come to join hands for good!

      *# Love for all, all for love.
          Let's make a new story for history.
          And let that be 'love for all, all for love,'
          Which the Lord God Our Father is making from the beginning of times.

*******

To discover more, See Table of Contents of this Blog book.

God, Tonight & Thinking: How to Find Ideas, True Ideas?

   reasons I used to revise in this twin blog-books that God my Father gives me.
   Anyway, I'm only a human and not only imperfect but the squander who is the sinnerst of men though God, the Father of you and me gives me me, this mind and body as He gives you you, your mind and body.

   Thus as follows:

   Thinking is also a kind of work. With prayers, spend an hour in a day or whenever you have time for thinking/thoughts for advancement. If you keep on spending your time thinking about tears pulling situations, you will keep on crying. But, with praying to God, if you keep on spending your time thinking about advancement you will keep on finding the way of spiritual and physical advancement.
 
   All wisemen used to do that, whether or not they realize it. But true wisemen, the wisemen of God do it with prayers to Him.
   When you spend time thinking, with praying to God your Father, He will guide your thoughts according to Him and He will give you His ideas, true ideas He designed for you, including self awarenesses.

   Follow the ideas that God give you and you will keep on advancing. Even if you fail, spend your time thinking for spiritual and physical advancement with prayers to God again. And He will make you realize your mistakes, correct your mistakes and show you the way. And you will end up in good places where you should be, including the unimaginable Beautiful, Great and Perfect place known as Heaven, the Kingdom of God.
   Remember, thinking is also a kind of work where wisemen gets ideas but for true ideas comes from God, do it with prayers. Therefore, my lovest, spend time thinking with prayers to God, my love, my lovest.


   Food for Thoughts

   * Whoever is the generation of Adam and Eve is a child of God.
      Therefore, my fellow human beings who are my brothers and sisters, since you and me are the generations of Adam, we are the second sons and daughters of God.
      
      *# Before thoughts and after thoughts is necessary for reformation and perfection. Keep on engaging in them.

*******

To discover more, See Table of Contents of this Blog book.

Education System Reformation: Employable Teens

   This is my goal, one of my goal, and that is to reform education system of this world and prepare students employable at the age of 15, and 20 for other professions that requires extensive studies.

   We, those who have attend schools know, whether or not we know it consciously, that we spend most of our childhood and teenage life in schools. Even 20s in colleges/universities for those who can afford it.
   When I observe back and looked at the subjects we have been taught in schools, I realize, oh what a waste of money and time we threw them into unnecessary education.
   For example, let us compare our present situation or state of affairs with the unnecessary education we have got:

   Math
   We all make basic mathematics (esp. addition, subtraction, multiplication and division) useful in our life but never find a situation where we need to apply algebra, number theory, etc. to manage our life. At least, approximately 90+ percent of us don't even need to think about it as it is not even related to our works.
   It maybe needed to become a scientist. Therefore, those whose aim are to become a scientist may learn all that are beyond the basic mathematics.

   English
   Lucky are those, including me, who went to English medium schools, we can communicate with the world. It is necessary to joins the world together as one through communication. But as for me, I know, I still need to learn grammar more.

   Let nobody be jealous, proud or worry on this matter, for it's the Lord's doing in Time. In the general past times, if we learn the Bible and history, there has been the time of the languages of Babylonian, Medo-Persia, Greek and Roman. And now is the time for English language to be world wide or should I say universal language for the prosperity, peace and freedom of this world..

   History
   It's good to know history but History classes were waste of times as many of us don't end up or want to end up as historian. Anyway we are in the computer age, and we can google out whatever history we wanted to know, if it came to be in need. But this does not mean that all history classes should be take out of school, necessary to be known should be taught.

   I even forget what are all the subjects I was given to study in schools. But, I sure know you can find them out and screen whether or not they are necessary to your daily life.

   Again let us observe a technician early days. He went to schools but he only began to learn about the skills in college but after wasting his earlier years in schools. Why?
   Because the education system made him to. The same thing happened to lawyers, engineers and so on.
   And since, the education system does not teach students to the point and in time, many lose enthusiasm and end up in depressions and many could not continue to study as they have to struggle to survive.

   Solution
   So, I came to think that the education system needs reformation in this way:
   Basic education which includes practical computer studies, should be given to children for five years, and professions education for about five years.

   There should be all kinds of professions education, like farming, engineering, researching, administration, etc. and those that need practice should be learnt practically. That way, those who does not want one or the other have a chance to study the professions he wish to follow.
   If one profession education takes only about a year to learn, then the student should be given another profession education so that he end up having two or more profession education and follow whatever profession he want when he left the school and grow up.
   (For the start, what the world can do now is open universities for all ages. Maybe I will also register for it at this age :)

   If we calculate that a child began to school at the age of five, we have him employable at the age of 15.
   If he don't want the profession he had learnt, he can always learn another profession of his choice for 3 or 5 years, and he will only began his twenties if not still a teenage.
   This means that our children will be taught while their mind are afresh and have less tensions, and that's the right time for educating our children.
   And if they are employable, they all should or not be employed according to their choice. We would not only restructure education system but everything that should be, and create jobs for all.

   That way, we will have children who are so young and who does not lose any enthusiasm for studies. But ready to be employed in or before the time they need to work. And also have multiple professions educations.
   They will be more happy in their life than any of us, and they will be more happy upon us for what we do for them. And when we see that, we will be more happy in our life than we have ever been. And our, this generation will be a happy generation. Yay! (Y)
   Therefore, my fellows, my brothers and sisters, let my goal be your goal, and let us change the world together. Yay! (Y)
   We can do it! Yay! (Y)

*******

To discover more, See Table of Contents of this Blog book.

Blessing: The Effect of Luck

   It was a boring day for a shopkeeper in the valley of trade. It has been days he had not sold a thing but in order to continue living in that place, he need to have his trade alive.
   Yet, what can he do when he can't turn any a person into his customer. All he can do is pray, and being a believer he prayed to God, 'Lord, thank you for giving me life till date and I hope You would continue to give me so. You know I needed customers to retain the life you have given me as a shopkeeper, if it is your will, please give me some today. But, You know everyone needs your blessing, so, bless all men. Let it be as Your will. All that in Jesus name I pray.'

   An hour passed by but there was no sign of answers, few more hours passed by and he could see people rushing in a neighbor shop as if they found something valuable.
   To him, his prayer was not answered. Hours passed by and not a single customer came to his shop. And it was closing time but his neighbor's shop was still full of customers.
   Hoping that some one might turn to be his customer, he waited for few more minutes until the night seems older and he needed to keep his hope for the next day. 'Thank God, for giving customers to my neighbor, if it is Your will, bless me too...' he prayed, off the lights and began to pull the shutter but his neighbor called out his name and said, 'wait for me, I need to buy some things from you.'
   'I have thought my Lord was not answering me today but keep it for other day,' he thought

   His neighbor came and pull out almost all kind of stuff in his shop, saying, 'I needed this, this and that, I've wanted it for so long but luck is with me today. I need to send this one to my friend, this to my relative, this an that.'
   'If my Lord's blessing is called luck, what a chain of luck it is. Surely, a blessing or luck that does not spread out and brings luck to others as well is never a luck,' the shopkeeper thought and he give thanks to his Lord.
   'God does not hurry, but not slow either, He is always in time. He does not have only one way of blessing, a thousand way is nothing but uncountable ways, and He does not only love and care for His near ones but all, including those who does not love Him, His enemies.'

*******

To discover more, See Table of Contents of this Blog book.

In Search of Love: Wife

   In the mount of wisdom, for days, a young man spoke to God as he believed in Him, "I want someone to love, Lord. I have never had a love at first sight. Give me one and I'll marry her right away."

   After many days God replied from Heaven in shining light, "Oh, you just want a human of your opposite sex who could share sex, desires and dreams with you. For gays, lesbians and others they want someone who have and can share the same psychology they have or something related to it."

   "Everybody in the world call it love, Lord," the young man dare not looked at God but put his face on the earth.
   "Human world. They call it love because they are psychologically deceived. Would you eat shit if everybody in your world eat shit?"

   "I don't think so, lord. No."

   "Know this, everyone and everything are there to be loved. Go your way now."
   "Lord, I am willing, used me." The young man went down from the mountain with thoughts, 'I've spoken to The Lord and The Lord has spoken to me, I have faith He will do something to me..'

   When he get on to the plain, he found a pond and washed his face to refresh himself and then go to the nearest town. But the pond must be cursed or contained something or both, it made his vision weak and he had to stumble through the woods.
   He was totally blind when he came to the outskirt of the nearest town and heard a sound of great cries. It was the first time he heard a cry of a woman after the conversation with God, in search for love and it was rather the most beautiful but also the most sorrowful cries he ever heard in his life time.
   When he came nearer toward the sound of cries, he opened his mouth, "Woman, what have you lose that brings you such a deep desperate cries?"
   "O man, leave me alone and let me cry. I am the most ugly woman in my town and I find no man who wants to marry me."

   The young man felt so pity of the woman while his mind saw enlightenment, "O woman, how beautiful is thou voice no understanding ears have heard it but I. Even my heart was taken away already when I first heard the sound of your cries."
   The woman felt so relieved that she came and hold the hands of the young man and asked, without knowing that the young man was blind, "Do you think I am beautiful?"
   The young man felt deep relief too when the woman touched him. In fact, it was the most tender touch he had ever experienced and he was already falling for her but it was because he have inborn desires, "Of course you are, woman, the most beautiful of a kind. Everything is beautiful in the eyes of love, yet humans tends to look at things according to the choice of their own eyes. You just have not met someone whose eyes' choice is you. After all you are living in a less populated place."

   "You are a saint, you brighten my day," the woman was filled with understanding and happiness and thank the young man, 'I'm going to the city, thank you, bye."
   "I'm just a blind young man," said the young man but the woman had gone too far to hear him, "I need a wife and to go on home with her."

   He went in to the town and the people of the town began to know his reasons there. Some people gossiped about him, some people spat against him, saying 'shameless little blind, not knowing his status, and so on,' and some people hate him, some people wanted to beat him up and some wanted him out of the town and some are as they are, good.
   "These are also the people who the Lord told me to love," the blind young man said to himself but weep deep inside, 'Oh, my fellows, I'm just a human like you all with desires. Don't you have common sense? You don't. The Lord was right about you all, you are psychologically deceived. And psychologically deceived are psychopathics."

   One day, a brave call girl of the town found him handsome, took him in her house to make him as her husband and spend life together to the end. They were happy for a while that day until bed time came. The blind young man found himself that God had taken his sex desires away and he could not have sex with and satisfy the woman.
   Soon, he found out that neither he nor the woman could live on in such a state that he decided to move out of the house and go back home with deep thoughts, 'the Lord was right again, relationship or marriage is not love. Finding someone to spend time or life time with is not finding love. And the reasons that drives humans to romantic relationship and marriages are sex and desires and dreams related to it. Sex being the most important of all for and its desire being the strongest driver of romantic relationship.'

   When the blind young man came to the woods near the out skirt of the town, he felt great weakness as if his time of death was near. He rested in the shade of a tree and realized, 'this world is not my home at all, for I'm not going to stay here forever. If not, I won't have to go. Really this world is not my home, I'm just a visitor to earth...'
   Through his mind, he as well went back to his life to find some meaning, perhaps for the last time, and realized, 'love at first sight was a lie. In fact, it was a touch of beauty and desires, the result of beauty and desires that matches a choice of ones eyes and desires. It can even happen twice or more in a life time.'  He as well realized that no one need beauty according to his eyes, if one was blind. One don't need a wife or husband, if one had no sex desires and its related things. But what if he was going to die and have no more life?

   The blind young man turn his face to the earth out of respect to God and spoke to Him, "I now understand in the end that everyone and everything must be loved (that is love) for You are Love, and You, Love create everything with Love. And all that one need in the end is You, Love."
   Realizing the comprehensive ways of God and His Great Love, he wept, "I thought you have forsaken me but you showed me love. You have been using me all those years. Thank you. Lord. Do also take me to Your Kingdom, Eternal Home of Love, for I'm just a stranger in this human world."
   In search of love, he had found himself, Home, Wisdom, Truth, Love and God.


   Let me add this old song as it is a bit related to the writings above. I came to know and liked it from my earthly father.

This World is Not My Home

Singer - Jim Reeves

Songwriters - Jr. Brumley

Published by Bridge Building Music Inc.

This world is not my home I'm just a passing through

My treasures are laid up somewhere beyond the blue

The angels beckon me from heaven's open door

And I can't feel at home in this world anymore

Oh Lord you know I have no friend like you

If heaven's not my home then Lord what will I do

The angels beckon me from heaven's open door

And I can't feel at home in this world anymore

I have a loving mother just over in Gloryland

And I don't expect to stop until I shake her hand

She's waiting now for me in heaven's open door

And I can't feel at home in this world anymore

Oh Lord you know...

[ guitar ]

Just over in Gloryland we'll live eternaly

The saints on every hand are shouting victory

Their songs of sweetest praise drift back from heaven's shore

And I can't feel at home in this world anymore

Oh Lord you know...

   Just few words on the lyrics as I came to realize about it lately.

   Note: 1. A loving mother waiting in gloryland, in heaven's open door is just a false opinion of the lyricist, not a fact. It is a false teaching implanted on his mind from early years as the true knowledge of the Scriptures/Bible is always under attacked by the Devil through men from the beginning, so that it may be altered. Anyway, as Paul said, the world still know few parts and preached few part but the bad thing is off parts are added. What to be done is we all must be willing to change our belief and opinion. That way we welcome God and we are able to understand and receive His True and new or continuous teachings/messages.
   Though the guidelines to inherit eternal life are to keep the Commandments of God and the Faith of Jesus Christ, no one knows who's who will inherit heaven as no one knows the real inner life and decisions of others that happened in the mind. Therefore, we cannot just assume someone was taken up to Heaven.

   Note 2: One should remember only few saints who have died before Emmanuel, the First and Greater Jesus Christ/Messiah was crucified and died in the cross were resurrected just after the moment He died for the world, sinners. All others like, His true followers are yet sleeping deeply in the earth.
   Not a single soul, no one is resurrected in Heavenly body again yet after those resurrected in the day the first Messiah died for them.

Between the Past and the Future: Bye Bye Worry

   The cold wind blows, sometimes warm,
   Fiercy, fiery and dusty.
   Sometimes it even smells nostalgic.
   Between the past and the future found I myself standing.

   Oh, the past so attracts,
   Yet though depletion and deathly at end,
   Hope I could visit it sometimes.
   The future's certain but the path's challenge.
   Oh, how much wish I could avoid it.
   I could cry all day long over it,
   'When will the journey end? When will the journey end?'

   Little child playing in a space seems so betterly fortunate,
   Wondering about the stars in the clear moon night won't leave my memric,
   Yet those so are past for me.
   The wind is cold, sometimes warm,
   And I have to fight through it.

   I so long dwell in between the past and the future.
   Had I moved on toward the future, would I be on higher ground already.
   A tendency to look back, fall and cry is killing me.
   Suicide is never an option but cowardice and foolish.
   Huff, I need to wake up and refresh my soul!
   Thus I took deep handsome breathes and refreshed my soul,
   I had to move on through the cold wind, sometimes warm.

   The future lie somewhere in wait for me in a state of pure and holyly wrapped.
   Why would I let the cold wind, sometimes warm kill me?
   How would it kill me unless I give up like cowards who committed suicide?
   I am invincible as long as I believe by the Father's power above.

   The cold wind, sometimes warm is but just a wind.
   It cannot take a thing off my destiny,
   It's just going its way, and I too am going my way.
   Knowing that, I began to find pleasure in fighting through the cold wind which sometimes is warm.

   I feel, I now feel, with pleasure I'm going to the future.
   With pleasure will I achieve my destiny,
   And that sense makes me so excited in looking forward to it.
   And with pleasure will I rest in the Mansion of my Father,
   Satisfying with the title 'Victor.'
   Therefore, with pleasure I'm moving on, enjoying every little things.

   Bye bye means go away, we shall not meet again.
   Bye bye my old deathly love,
   Bye bye past, bye bye worry, my old unhelpful friends,
   I have loved you for so long.
   I have not a place for you in my heart anymore.
   Bye bye and bye bye, forever and ever.
   I'm moving on forward, and I am content and happy!

*******

To discover more, See Table of Contents of this Blog book.

A Traveler's Suffering: Judgment for Intentional and Unintentional Deeds

   Once there was a traveler who love to visit places with his vehicle, he ended in many places. One day he came to a town of conservative people and unintentionally but unfortunately hit someone's vehicle in a tight road where other vehicles were parked beside the roads.

   Then, the people around that place shout over the incident, call one another and beat up the traveler. The owner of the hitted vehicle was no exception.
   Even if the traveler tried to settle the matter with talks and money, they don't listen. Blood was spilled but the conservative people were not content yet. They wanted the traveler to pay the price for the damage but they demand him way more than what should be payed.
   The traveler denied as he realize he need justice, he call on to the king who was a wise and fair judge. Instantly, the people there as well registered a case against him to the king to save their own ass.

   When they all come before the king, the king saw the traveler with bruise and blood, and he let the owner of the damage vehicle and whoever sided with him tell their accusation against the traveler. 

   Then, the king made a judgment for one side, the people, 'Ten gold coins each for the damage, and time and energy that would be spent on it.'

   The people were so happy that they whistled and applauded over the wise judgment of the king, and they began to disperse to go home.
   But the king hit the gavel pad with its gavel, 'Order, order in order, the case of the other side is yet unsolved!'

   The conservative people were jolted, stared at the wise king with awe for a few seconds as they have thought they would go free and the traveler would be left alone without justice for him. Then, they all went back to occupy the place which they once have occupied.

   The king gave time to the traveler to related whatever he wish.
   The traveler raised his arms, 'I hit the vehicle without intention but the people beat me up so severely and injured me with intention, and you made me fine tens of gold coins. Lord, bring for me justice as you bring true justice for them, O Lord, my King.' The traveler pleaded to the king with tears.

   The court room was full of murmuring at that instant but the king gavelled to bring silence and attention, 'This is judgment for all who are involving in this case, according to their involvement:'
   The people looked as if they have no courage to look at the king's face as they rub against their hands.
   '1. Ten gold coins for having violence mind,
   2. Ten gold coins for intention to hurt your own fellow man,
   3. Ten gold coins for not listening to your fellow man's plea first,'
   The king announced the judgment, his judgment one by one,
   '4. Ten gold coins for violence,
   5. Ten gold coins for the blood the traveler lose,
   6. Ten gold coins each for his injuries,
   7. And, ten gold coins each for all the time and energy applies to the matter.
   8. And, five years imprisonment or else repent!'

   The people complained but the king hammered the silence wood again, 'Okay, if that is so, here, another sentence for you violent people, 'life time imprisonment for never going to repent!'
   (Violent people have got to give the right answer to the king in their life time or else that would be the judgment they got against their violence from the eternal King of Kings)
 
   'That is the true justice that the righteous people, who have not seen justice will see later, and that too is so very very near,' thought the traveler as he went home rich, 'never take justice in your hand if you want justice, righteous justice, my fellows.
   Though the righteous people of God suffers a lot from the injustice of men which worldly men calls justice,
   They will see justice, righteous justice in the end.
   Because of the injustice they suffered patiently,
   They will be extremely rich by the fine payed by the unjust people who had made their life misery,
   And on the other hand, they will see the unrighteous people burdened with their extremely heavy fine and punishment, which are the price of the deeds of their hands, yes, the deeds of their heart, soul and mind, justly bestowed by the justice, righteous justice of the righteous King,
   And being over laden with fine and punishment, they will fall to the ground, their fine and punishment on top and never rise again and never ever will they be seen again by the righteous people.'


   VERSES

   Though the flowers blooms but fades in the end on this earth,
   And thought the promise that they would fade not anymore yet comes not to stand,
   Though the eternal dawn is yet not dawning and day yet not come,
   And though they appears that they would never comes,
   Surely, I bet all I have, with my life that they will surely come to stand forever and ever.
   That much I have faith in the promise of the Lord God my Father who is the Father of all things.
   And that much I would do on my faith: betting my life for His Glory.

   I wish I can give it more but there is nothing left to bet.
   Yet, if I have tens of thousands of life and hundreds of thousands of gold,
   I would begin from the starting point and stop in the end line, doing the same thing.
   What should I do apart from this?
   Where should I go after this world end, Hell or Heaven?
   Life does not belong to any man, should not it be spent for the glory of Him who give life?
   Therefore, whatever I do I do and would do only for my Lord's, my life's, glory
   And bet all I have and my life: all my heart, soul and mind on Him.

*******

To discover more, See Table of Contents of this Blog book.

Do Not Follow Your Heart Story

   A young man came walking out from a monastery with a happy feeling face toward the market. Confident, he entered shop to shop in search of a job but 'no vacant post' was most reply.
   When he entered one shop, there was no one keeping it but he found a golden lamp in the shopkeeper's table. 'Oh, what a luck,' he murmured as he rub the golden lamp to make sure it is made of gold, then put it in his pocket, kissed a beautiful photograph hanging behind the shopkeeper's chair and out he went.

   When the shopkeeper and his assistant came in from the back door after finishing the stockroom little work, the shopkeeper found out that his golden lamp was gone. He rushed past the door screaming 'thief, does anybody saw a thief?'
   The shopkeepers around the market quickly gathered before his shop and relate to him about a young man who entered his shop but the young man was out of sight.
   Then, the shopkeeper quickly called the police.

   The police did their job well and brought the young man before the owner of the golden lamp, 'I did not steal it. My teacher taught me to follow my heart and I was merely following my heart. Here is your golden lamp. I also kissed the woman in the photograph, should I unkiss it, but I think I'm falling in love.'
   The shopkeeper rest his forehead on his palm, 'Oh, man, that's my wife! People like you would even rape someone, loot and rebel against humanity if you keep on following your heart. But I will forgive you and save you from punishment, if you are going to follow the Truth.'
   'Why is that?'
   'Because the heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked, do not follow your heart but know what is right and wrong, truth and false and follow what is right and true. If you agree, you are free to go and seek the Truth. But, your teacher is a false teacher and we will punish him if he do not stop his evil work.'

   The young man went back to the monastery, came before his master, 'you are a fake teacher, if not lost.'
   The master blushed before his students sitting before him, 'What evil has gone into you?'
   'The heart is the most deceitful above all things but you taught me to follow my heart. I did and I was also almost falling for a housewife. If the shopkeeper was not kind, I would have been going through punishment now,' the young man grabbed the false teacher's chest, 'But I will forgive you and save your from punishment by not testifying about you if you are going to stop teaching falsehood but the Truth.'
   (Here, false or lost teachers have to give the answer about what the lost teacher in this writing has to reply to the young man.)

   The lost teacher looked puzzled but came to sense, 'Then, I know no Truth which you are talking about! Shall we both seek out for It?'
   'But, where?' the young man raised his shoulder as he showed his palm opened.

   Having had employed the mind more than his students, an idea came into the mind of the lost teacher but because he had a willing mind as well, 'the shopkeeper.'

 
   Thoughts for the Day:

   * We all will stand before God and everything we say and do will be revealed and judged.
      Whatever one introduce and teach will be credited to him.
      And whoever follow him will be a strong witness.

   *# Do not follow your heart, it will make you cry if you do.
        Guide your life with conscience and follow the Truth, you will be happy in the end.

*******

To discover more, See Table of Contents of this Blog book.